Empty end to nothing

We’ve come to expect the world to end every single morning. So when the clouds come down we see nuclear marrow ash and breathe it in our lungs. At an hour not normally seen, the city is draped in pale shadows.

Figures mist into eye, become full as they walk closer. Reach out and lose an arm, walk through empty intersections ripe with hidden traffic. Wave to a black silhouette you assume is your friend, waver till you see him hand you a coffee.

Wait at the bus stop seven minutes, sigh when the fog lifts.

New semester syndrome

No student stays forever, each has its expiration. So the fall semester of autumn leaves are buried under winter snowfall. The kids they come, then they go, demand pizza parties at all intervals, behaviour unwavering.

On the final day I give each JA a pencil. Pour out Cokes, rip bags of shrimp chips; avoid any teaching. They line up to take cell phone snaps of their former teacher. We close our books and I give them stamps, some even say they’ll miss me.

The first day of class is a teacher’s gift of silence. The new ones wobble out words of second guesses; stare up expectantly. Not yet are they sticking staples in my sweater, teasing my tower of a nose, or cursing in Korean.

As five quiet girls file out the door, another teacher’s class follows at the entrance. A quick reminder of noise to come hits as I see Tom, who sneers a smile at me and says, “Hey Yuck-face.”

Spent the weekend in Daejeon, clubbing and Christmas shopping.

Christmas will come to Korea in one week, so long as we have anything to say about it.

Adventures in Popland

It starts with Heroes and the General Public as patrons hunt through paintings to find another self. Start with Lee Dongi’s Atomaus to float through stark, graphic happy feelings flying on worlds created SuperFlat. Next the New World order of 16 congress of CDC, by Liu Dahong; look into glass floors to see your face amongst a ceiling of military men.

Stare at Portrait of the Hero, Mr. Wolverine, and think back on all those ripped movie stubs, all the men you so wanted to be. Ji Yeon Hong’s Millenium Fantasy sews together classic culture heros, Mona Lisa, Frida, Van Gogh, with the ones we loved more despite ourselves, Le Petit Prince, Mickey Mouse, Fred Flinstone, and Popeye, all meshed together as a wall of dolls.

But Superman never came to save us from all of our debt. So we’re born into Visa hands, account numbers for every baby boy and girl, says Wang Guangyi with an eerie wall of credit birth. Not the Hero, but King of Pop, Takashi Murakami’s toys are kept in a box. Monograms black and white, and full of color; give life when we spend.

Devour dinner Mimi with Makoto Aida in the future, when food has perished and we must eat the waitress. Sip beer spat out two twats into giant mugs. Tie up arms in the evenings for sex games played with Monopoly dollars. Before Hong Kyung Taek can ask if you are the slave, run down Feng Mengbo’s hall.

Return to those Repressed feelings the pioneer’s couldn’t harvest. Dive down the grasshopper green tunnel into Mario’s living lair. And when the gallery tells you to take the exit, hand back the controller to the attendant, and admit to self and inner hero: Game Over.

Dinner darlings

When dinner dates dissolve call a friend who answers phones, watch him order a martini dry and eat all the pretzels. Eat Thai off each others' plates and tell him one more time about the plot of that Don DeLillo book he hasn't read (and isn't going to.) Talk to the table strangers beside us about their evening plans. Buy him a beer from the corner store and depart with a kiss to scruffy cheek when its reached its bottom.

Super Sketch

All night she ran back and forth between two parties, dis-and-re-appearing like two parts of some Zack Morris plot. One moment she’d be with us sipping coke-and-something, the next she’d be at the punk show down the street.

We stood under the projections of some guy we met once on a mountain, watched paper art slide by above on a conveyor belt. The music hit and miss, we cranked our heads through shadows to see if it was a DJ or live electrics beats.

From the balcony I heard my name, saw my secret was out. I’d used the ladies washroom, no bother to the other pissers, gave them a giggle. Talked to strangers about hometowns and oral sex skills, ordered drinks from a girl in blue polka dots.

Took the longest cab ride to the suburbs and fell asleep with friends.

Dog wars

There is a dog made from scraps of garbage standing guard of Dongdaemun, in case Jeff Koon's rose puppy ever comes around looking to start a fight. For the record, I've got five bucks on Seoul.

Palace prisms

Because the world looks beautiful if you're willing to tilt your head.

In the corner of the palace I found all the other kids playing traditional Korean games...

But the stick-n-circle was harder than the seven-year-olds made it seem.

Luckily, after a laugh at my expensive, the Koreans decided to show me how it is done.

"Like this, young white man," I'm sure he said in his native tongue.

He was patient, but I was not a fast learner.

After several attempts and fruitful coaching, SUCCESS!

It snowed this morning and it was beautiful